"But you my dear, need to know, this year I want you alone"
Tuesday, May 6, 2008, 10:36 PM
Just moments ago, i was assulted by my brother,sherman. I was busily preparing for my geo paper tomorrow when he disturb me.I was on the bed studying my geo wif my hp speaking at vol 8. He came into the room ordering me to get out of the room to study. I said wait. He threw the psp on the bed and went to the toilet. Than the psp touched me, i tot his hand touch my leg than i accused him of touching me lah. Than he got so angry than he say nvr leh is the psp leh. than all the volgarities flew out of his mouth. Than realised dat he didnt touch me,it was the psp. i was wrong lah. Than he shouted at me" get out of the room lah." Than i said"shut the fuck up lah" He approach me and giv me a slap at the mouth. Than he said"ehhs chee bye, mummy not near leh,come fight lah." And of course, i retaliated. We fought for a moment before my maid and grandparents came in the room and stop us. He wanted to whack me and i wanted to hit him real hard but our grandparents stopped us. Out of anger and revenge, He threw my hp at me. Luckily it didnt hit me but now it is out of order. I wanted to whack him but i pity my grandmother than held me tightly. So i take a few deep breathe,tears rolled down my checks and i took my books and walk away.
My brother, sherman, did alot of things behind my mother's back. And she is now in the dark. I knew a thing or two about wad he does, But i didnt wanna sabo him.Nvm i endure.
Bloody hell, i busy preparing for tmr geo exam leh. U dun wan study not my problem lah, but i wanna study leh. Go disturb other people lah. knn
And for all the fuckers out there which is living their lives happily and ignore/forgetting what i did for them, Go search your fucking soul lah.
Why don't u put yourself my shoes?
Brother fights with you,
Friends ignore you, worst thing is they like go giv empty promises and hide behind their stories.
Friends treat you like spare tire,
Friends angry wif you over misunderstanding
Broken family
Father likes to whack you
Grades dropping
Mother keep on nagging
Teachers finding reason to scold you
Bloody hell, Wanna ignore me can lah. But fucking tell me first that you wanna ignore me wad before i make friends with you. Bloody hell make me go through all this shit all by myself. All you all know is to hide behind stories, makes empty promises and lie saying dat "i am busy,dat why i nvr sms you."
Please lah,change your stories abit lah. I heard so many times ago already lah. You can't be possibly 24/7 busy one leh. And smsing me only takes less than 1 minutes. Please, enough is enough. I take all i can take. Dun push your Limits Assholes. Carry on living your lives happily lah, While i take the slow and sharp pain. No matter how much u all ignore me,There will always be a guilt in your heart. Carry on living a guilty life lah. Go search your bloody soul lah. I got so many fucking problem and you all just pile on top of it.
What all yourall wan?
What i own you in my past life?
Put the money where your mouth is lah.
And i am really sorry to what i did to my grandmother. She stopped my from fighting wif my brother but she got hurted. And its all because of me. I am really veri sorry and guilty. If anything happens to her, I am willing to take all the blame. I am veri sorry than often shout at her,but after that i felt veri guilty. Everybody, Tresure everything you got. Dun wait till last minute than u start tresuring everything. By then you will regret for the rest of your life. Guess like i got to make it up to her.
I AM SORRY GRANDMOTHER. I AM WILLING TO ACCEPT ANYTHING THAT I AM FATED TO HAVE. PLEASE FORGIVE ME. I AM SORRY AND I LOVE YOU VERI MUCH EVEN THOUGH I OFTEN SHOUT AT YOU OR DISRESPECT YOU. 3 words 8words 1 meaning
"I AM SORRY"
And for all the ASSHOLES which ignore me or what so ever, especially sherman, THANK SO MUCH FUCKING LOADS. Why don't you try it on your love ones?? Why me?? A bunch of retarded idiots.
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Name: Javier.C 谢家辉Birthdate: 280794
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