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"But you my dear, need to know, this year I want you alone"

Sunday, May 25, 2008, 10:42 PM Hello people, i just came back from east coast. Went there to celebrate my grandfather's brithday. Hehe my grandmother did loads of funny things. Oh ya, the bill ar, DAMN NICE LEH. 400bucks like dat inside our stomache. WTH??!! Before we had dinner, i went to the beach, sat down and started thinking off a poem. Give comments on my poem okay?? Hehehe. I watched the sky as the stars glow in the clear night sky. The beautiful stars flicker as it finds a spot to rest for the night. The soft but harsh winds blew piles of sand into the ocean as it sinks to the bottom, At the seabed, desprately waiting for the nxt place to be swept again. Different lights from ships miles away started attracting my attention. The lights remind me that people are out ther work and striving to succeed in their life Guess i got to work hard too! The gentle waves hit the beach with such force that swept anything within its path. The perfect sound created by the waves added another factor to my perfect night. Then all of a sudden, she came into my head. Everytime when i am along, i will always think of her Wonder how was her day How was she doing and stuff lah. I guess she really made a great impression of herself lah. She left this afternoon, and i am starting to miss her. Novy soh, You are the only one that can end my misery You are the only one that can end my pain And you are the only one that can put a smile to my face. I forgive you for being far away for far too long I forgive you for not being by myside when i needed you too And I forgive you for not being able to chat with me I just need you to come back safe and sound And i want everything back to normal. Wish everything could happened fast enough. You take good care of urself alright? My one and only Novy soh, I Love You! 4:56 PM Heys people, i just came back from band. This coming wednesday will be my band's performance. Woot! I woke up late today sia, early in the morning at 1am, i was talking to Novy. Here is what happened when we talk, Number of times: She tsk! ---------------------Countless leh She made me laugh -----------Hmm countless too! She ask me to slp ---------------Pretty countless too, i didnt really count She talk about mtv ---------------Probably once or twice? She talking about her blog song She said "Orh" ---------------------Countless again, cause it was her fav word She made me felt i am loved by ------Once, but it was veri sweet. although it was 3 words only. her Yeah, i hung up her phone at 2am and i went to slp. At first i could'nt slp, but in the end i slept wad. Then woke up at 7.50 when i am suppose to wake up at 6.45. Nvm, confirm late for band pactice de. My band chief talk and we went to talk our instruments. Went to the band storage room, saw kot gurls. All veri friendly leh, exept 1 sia. Hmm wonder what did i do wrong sia? Ahiya dunnoe lah. Today band was quiet slack lah,even though our performance is 3 days later. I left for band early and went to eat my lunch, got to rush off for a meeting, hehe. After eating lunch, i walk home wif my mum's lunch in hand. Then something struck me hard Something shook me Something made me sad It was novy's sms, she said she is going back indonesia today and not tmr! I stood motionless on the ground, and felt that my life is incomplete without her. Saturday, May 24, 2008, 8:48 PM Sometimes i just want to scream out loud Sometimes i just want to walk away from away from everything Sometimes i just want to run far away Sometimes i just want your attention Sometimes i just want to turn my house upside down But you are the reason for the smile on my face You are the one who pull me up whenever i fall down You are the one that held me through stormy weathers You are the one that held my hand tight You are the one that made me who i am You are the one that i can approach no matter what the problem is You are the one that cared about me You are the one that love me And you are the one that i want to spend my life with And thank you for the love you gave to me Thank you for the time you spent with me I tell myself, I tell myself it’s wrong There’s a point we pass from which we can’t return I felt the cold rain of the coming storm All because of you I haven’t slept in so long When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down I’ll follow your voice All you have to do is shout it out and let me hear it Not a day goes by that I don’t feel it’s burn Not a day goes by that I don't miss you And never a day that i stopped loving you I am scared that i will never see you smile I am scared that i will never see you laugh I am scared that i will never see you again I am scared that i will never hold your hand And i am scared that you will ignore me This burn inside me This burn is killing me This burn is beyond words can explain I tied my pain my pain below Tied to a pole But it just keeps coming to me Inside me, i am broken into little pieces But i need this pain to end right I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go I will stop breathing if i don't see you anymore Hold on to me and never let go I wanted you to stay Cause I needed to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long And i forgive you for your mistakes Novy, my one and only. 11:51 AM Novy, Maybe I’m just scared To face the things I fear I will wait until the end When the pendulum will swing back to the darker side of our hearts bleeding I will save this empty space next to me like its a grave Where I lay a place for us to sleep eternally together So tell me what you want cause I would give you anything Tell me what you need and I'll go get it I give up all these dreams to have you in my arms right now I give up everything and I forget it Summer air reminds me of all the feelings of your love And what it was like when we were together And you held me through the stormy weather just like you did To everything in life that has an end So treasure it like everybody does I Dream of us together And how great it could be But I'll keep my love as a secret Untill your loving me <3 No matter what it is, i will be with you. I need you, I love you and I am just for you. ILY Novy. Monday, May 19, 2008, 5:46 PM I got to do another survey. Hence Survey time again!! 1.) What curse word do you use the most? LOL. Wait, is dat a curse word? 2.) Do you own an iPod? Yes, if you giv me one. 3.) Who on your Friendster "Featured" do you talk to the most my friendster is currently dead. 4.) What time is your alarm clock set for? 6am normally. Not dat early though, HAHAHA 5.) What color is your room? Yellow,creamy yellow or smth. 6.) Flip flops or sneakers? Sneakers for sure. 7.) Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture? Be in the picture. 8.) What was the last movie you watched? Made of Honour!! HAHAHA 9.) Do any of your friends have children? NO. I am not yet married leh! 10.) Has anyone ever called you lazy? YES!! 11.) Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster? Does lying on my bed counts?? HAHAHA 12.) What CD is currently in your CD player? Nothing! 13.) Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? Chocolate milk!! 14.) Has anyone told you a secret this week? Does saying "I Love You" counts?? HAHA Novy. 15.) Have you ever given someone a hickey? Wads is dat?? 16.) Who was the last person to call you? Kevin miss call. Idiot! 17.) Do you think people talk about you behind your back? Yes, probably jealous?? 18.) Did you watch cartoons as a child? Yes, esp tigger hopping around. Right Novy?? HAHAHA 19.) How many siblings do you have? 3 20.) Are you shy around the opposite sex? Kind of, when she is the one i like. 21.) What movie do you know every line to? Does mr.bean counts?? HAHAHA 22.) Do you own any band t-shirts? I am not sure about that. 23.) What is your favorite salad dressing? Fruits and seasoning?? 24.) Do you read for fun? Not really. Seldom lah! 25.) Do you cry alot? Sometimes, i emotional leh! 26.) Have you ever cried in public? Yes, when i got slapped by my father at TM! 27.) Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop? Both. 28.) Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoo? NO. I dun wan both to be a burden to my life! 29.) What is the weather like? Warm?? 30.) Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos? NO. 31.) Is sex before marriage wrong? Obviously? 32.) When was the last time you slept on the floor? Few days ago when i was smsing Novy. Right Novy?? HAHAHAHA 33.) How many hours of sleep do you need to function? I not sure leh. 34.) Are you in love? Yes, deeply i think? 35.) Are your days full and fast-paced? Sometimes, esp when i am in band. 36.) Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages? Nope. i just eat wad is nice. HAHAHA 37.) How old will you be turning on your next birthday Happy 14 years old la. Another step to the work life. 38.) Are you picky about spelling and grammar? In school work, YES. Having conversation, Sometimes. Hehe 39.) Have you ever been to Six Flags? HUH? Which part of singapore got six flags?? 40.) Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex? Both? I not sure 41.) Do you like Cottage Cheese? Yes, but i only like the cheese part. I dun even know wad is cottage lah. HAHA 42.) Do you sleep on your side, tummy, or back? Omg, how to sleep on my tummy?? LOL. All yes exept tummy lah! 43.) Have you ever bid for something on eBay? Nah, i would rather go Marina Bay. HAHAHA 44.) Do you enjoy giving hugs? YEAH. And i love it. ♥ 45) What song did you last sing out loud? StraitJacket feeling ♥ 46) What is your favorite TV show? WWE!! 47) Which celebrity dead or alive would you want to have lunch with? Nobody?? 48) Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? Last night before my prata. HAHAHA 49) What one thing do you wish you had? Forever true love. 50) Favorite Lyrics? Alot Alot of songs. Survey done, BEJEWELED TIME! 4:45 PM Orders from Wingless Angel to do survey. Hence, Survey time!! Name 20 people. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do it. Do not read the question first, name the people first. Mine is not in order though. 1.Judy 2.Hui Min 3.Kellsie 4.Sharon 5.Jing Yi 6.Elvira 7.Novy 8.Carmen 9.Helissa 10.Wei Yan 11.Reinald 12.Shalihin 13.Bronte 14.Dels! 15.Geralyn 16.Bing Bing 17.Jyoji 18.Benson 19.Melphin 20.Hui Xin How do you met 14? Err, when i was born, i know she will be mine, Cos she is my cousin. HAHA Wad will u do if u never met 1? My life will be incomplete What if, 9 & 20 stead? Omg, That will never happen! Will 6 and 17 date? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, never will it happen Describe 3? Current annoyance?? HAHAHA Is 8 attractive? Likes to disturb me, And SMILE!! Describe 7? A girl that i love for my whole life! <3 Do u noe any of 12 family members? NO. Wad language does 15 speaks? Eng, chinese Who is 9 going out with? How i know?? Ask her lah! How old is 16? Shit, i dunnoe?? HAHA When was the last time u spoke to 13? HAHAHA i dun remember Who is no.2 fav singer/band? Oh shit, i dunnoe!! Have u ever dated 4? OMG PLEASE!! Would u ever date 1? How would i know? Is 19 single? YES. What's 10 last name? CHIA!! Like me!! HAHAHAHA Would u ever be in relationship with 11? NEVER IN MY LIFE!!!! OMG!!!! Wad is the school of 3? Hehe dunnoe how to spell.. HAHAHA Where does 6 lives? Somewhere around singapore?? Wad's ur favourite thing about 5? Cheerful anf funny!! Have u ever seen 2 naked? OMG OMG OMG!!! SIAO AR!! Novy♥ Judy Kellsie Dels♥ Hui Min Tuesday, May 13, 2008, 10:46 PM Hello people, I had a fun day today lah. Hope you all had a good day today too. It was marking day today so i woke up late today. My day begain at 11pm. I woke up, and switch on the com lah. Came online and chat wif my frens. Then played with Novy pool,checkers and Bejeweled. Weird huh, i dunnoe why i play this type of game also leh. HAHA, bejeweled Novy totally own me lah. Her score was 77k lah! OMG, i was like WTH??!! But nvm lah, i give way lah. To Be Continue..... Monday, May 12, 2008, 12:39 AM Hehe i am still awake leh. Wonder who is still awake. I just found out that Novy likes MAN U lah. I was like omg?? Now Novy is the only one entertaining me lah. Where are the rest?? Probably slping lah!! Nvm la,everyobdy nid to slp wad. Thanks to her, my blog has different songs. I am toally an inexperience blogger lah dat i got to rely on others. Enjoy the new songs please, those songs are/was my favourite songs. Enjoy! Sunday, May 11, 2008, 2:53 PM Saw a quiz in Novy blog sia. Therefore i conclude, QUIZ time! This quiz taken by Novy. who took it from Vivien, and who got it from carmen. Got chain siah! hahas, wonder who is next? Got instructions also leh. So free hor, make quiz, Nxt time make it MCQ form lah!HAHA Instructions:Remove one question from below, and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all :D 1. At what age do you want to get marry ? Ehhs,isnt this to fast to tell? I cant even buy food using my money lah! My mother sponcer meh one leh! 2. Who's more important to you? Friends or Girlfriend? Friends i think, but both like same leh! 3. Who's the person you trust most? Omg so many people lah! You can ask me on msn, not here lah. Got alot of names leh! 4. Do you think you have enough confidence? Omg, isnt this a stupid question?? Actually i also dunnoe leh! 5. If you can have a dream come true, what could it be? To be somebody famous, probably muscially famous? I just love attention lah! 6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? Omg why u asking me this? Is like asking me , Do u believe that human breathe in oxygen, So retarded lah! LOL 7. What is your goal for this year? Probably not to hav a Critical Blurness after this year??? 8. Do you believe in eternity love? Omg, u can go jump down a building already lah. Yes lah, or else how some couples live together for life? 9. What will you do if your friend betrayed you? Find out the reason, try to forgive and forget. Or i would prepare a knife? 10. What feeling do you love most? To be loved and cared for the rest of my life. I am sure everybody loves that feeling. 11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? Got requirements also ar?? Nid application forms wif parent's signature also anot? 12. Do you think love is hard & tough? Yes i do think that way. But try to make it softer and smooth lor. 13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? Of course i do! For those who treat me the same ONLY! 14. What do you think is the most important things in in your life? Religion, Friendship, Studies, Family, Values and COMPUTER wif internet connection. 15. Who cares for you the most? How i know?? Ask them lah?? You think i can read people minds meh? 16. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words. Question not applicable to me! 17. What have you regretted doing in your whole life? Not fighting with my mentor side by side. 18. What would you do when you feel that nobody cares for you anymore ? Oh, i am too lucky to have this type of problem. If it does happens, I will run away from home and cry at a corner. And then i will feel strong again. 19. Do you love your life now? Yes and NO! 20.A sentence or a phrase to describe you? "I am never going to be perfect and i love the way it is." Finish with the Quiz Terminating in 10 seconds......... 2:44 PM Hello people, My mode has stabilised already, for now only. Trying to see the good things in life lah. Thanks for all the concern you guys giv me. I will tresure true friends from now on. I just came back from band. Nxt week there will be like a test coming up, To see if the band could play musically well. I better pull up my socks lah. Anw Mid-year exams are over, so i can do watever i wan. Probably practice my drum skills? Just now,i had lunch wif some of my band seniors. After lunch my little brother, Lester, and me went to 7-11. He took 5 mins just a pick an ice-cream lah. He like go market buy fish leh. Haiiz bo pian lah, my little brother leh. Feel free to chat wif me msn. I would gladly talk to you. Please? Tuesday, May 6, 2008, 10:36 PM Just moments ago, i was assulted by my brother,sherman. I was busily preparing for my geo paper tomorrow when he disturb me. I was on the bed studying my geo wif my hp speaking at vol 8. He came into the room ordering me to get out of the room to study. I said wait. He threw the psp on the bed and went to the toilet. Than the psp touched me, i tot his hand touch my leg than i accused him of touching me lah. Than he got so angry than he say nvr leh is the psp leh. than all the volgarities flew out of his mouth. Than realised dat he didnt touch me,it was the psp. i was wrong lah. Than he shouted at me" get out of the room lah." Than i said"shut the fuck up lah" He approach me and giv me a slap at the mouth. Than he said"ehhs chee bye, mummy not near leh,come fight lah." And of course, i retaliated. We fought for a moment before my maid and grandparents came in the room and stop us. He wanted to whack me and i wanted to hit him real hard but our grandparents stopped us. Out of anger and revenge, He threw my hp at me. Luckily it didnt hit me but now it is out of order. I wanted to whack him but i pity my grandmother than held me tightly. So i take a few deep breathe,tears rolled down my checks and i took my books and walk away. My brother, sherman, did alot of things behind my mother's back. And she is now in the dark. I knew a thing or two about wad he does, But i didnt wanna sabo him.Nvm i endure. Bloody hell, i busy preparing for tmr geo exam leh. U dun wan study not my problem lah, but i wanna study leh. Go disturb other people lah. knn And for all the fuckers out there which is living their lives happily and ignore/forgetting what i did for them, Go search your fucking soul lah. Why don't u put yourself my shoes? Brother fights with you, Friends ignore you, worst thing is they like go giv empty promises and hide behind their stories. Friends treat you like spare tire, Friends angry wif you over misunderstanding Broken family Father likes to whack you Grades dropping Mother keep on nagging Teachers finding reason to scold you Bloody hell, Wanna ignore me can lah. But fucking tell me first that you wanna ignore me wad before i make friends with you. Bloody hell make me go through all this shit all by myself. All you all know is to hide behind stories, makes empty promises and lie saying dat "i am busy,dat why i nvr sms you." Please lah,change your stories abit lah. I heard so many times ago already lah. You can't be possibly 24/7 busy one leh. And smsing me only takes less than 1 minutes. Please, enough is enough. I take all i can take. Dun push your Limits Assholes. Carry on living your lives happily lah, While i take the slow and sharp pain. No matter how much u all ignore me,There will always be a guilt in your heart. Carry on living a guilty life lah. Go search your bloody soul lah. I got so many fucking problem and you all just pile on top of it. What all yourall wan? What i own you in my past life? Put the money where your mouth is lah. And i am really sorry to what i did to my grandmother. She stopped my from fighting wif my brother but she got hurted. And its all because of me. I am really veri sorry and guilty. If anything happens to her, I am willing to take all the blame. I am veri sorry than often shout at her,but after that i felt veri guilty. Everybody, Tresure everything you got. Dun wait till last minute than u start tresuring everything. By then you will regret for the rest of your life. Guess like i got to make it up to her. I AM SORRY GRANDMOTHER. I AM WILLING TO ACCEPT ANYTHING THAT I AM FATED TO HAVE. PLEASE FORGIVE ME. I AM SORRY AND I LOVE YOU VERI MUCH EVEN THOUGH I OFTEN SHOUT AT YOU OR DISRESPECT YOU. 3 words 8words 1 meaning "I AM SORRY" And for all the ASSHOLES which ignore me or what so ever, especially sherman, THANK SO MUCH FUCKING LOADS. Why don't you try it on your love ones?? Why me?? A bunch of retarded idiots. Saturday, May 3, 2008, 12:35 PM Hello people, I am going for my practice already. I am going to perform tonight. Woot! My band and me will be play 4 songs lar. My percussion section got to swap instruments. So dat means learning more songs on different instrument lah. But i don't mind, I am willing to put in the most effort than anyone else. I am willing to perform and make my mum proud. And i am willing to perform to make my religion Proud. Last night was damn stressful lah when we heard we got to play 4 different songs. And i really hope i can join the school band lah in term 3. Well, i gtg now. Having lunch wif some of my band people. It a long day for me. I am probably coming home at 10pm. Anything just sms lah. Bye and take good care of urself.	Biography Name: Javier.C 谢家辉 Birthdate: 280794 Horoscope: Leo Amis Jordon Kevin Novy Parlez Mémoires August 2007 September 2007 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 March 2009 May 2009 November 2009
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