"But you my dear, need to know, this year I want you alone"
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Friday, April 25, 2008, 11:37 PM
Hello people, I just finished 3 mid-year exams. English(both paper 1 and 2), Chinese(both paper 1 and 2) and today was history.

During the english paper, I felt damn sleepy to i took a tiny rest. When i woke up, i saw a puddle of water on my table lar. I was like OMG!!! Shit Shit Shit, I cant believe i actually drool lar.LOL. I told it to a gurl and she laugh till her guts came flying around. Wow!! What a great impact.

During the chinese paper, I was damn stress up lar. I didnt even know how to read the instructions lar. So i just follow logically. I didnt know how to write loads of words so i took a chinese dictationary wif me along. I keep flipping my dictationary to the last second lar. After the exam, i forgotten to bring home my dictationary lar. Guess my Serever blurness has struck me AGAIN!

During the history paper, which was today(25/4/08), I wrote my register number under the class section lar. I was like wth. I think i need to change my spec pretty soon lar.

Finally Dear Judy came to my blog and realised she was wrong. I miss those days when i talk long conversations with alot of people. But those days dun seems to be coming back. And i confess, i am a attention seeker. If i dun hav attention, there goes my mood then. My life without attention Sux. Well trying being in my shoes to know what the feeling is like. The pain, the anger, the sadness all at one go. You would probably break down. But i guess i just hav to bottle all of it up.

Monday, April 21, 2008, 9:49 PM
Hello people, I was laughing my guts out today lar. During school, there is one girl named Jing yi which is sitting beside me. Normally those who sit beside will die a horrible death. Hehehe she was the lucky one lar. From lines drawn on her book(almost every page) to pens being kept in my pencil box. LOL she was drink water today at class. When there were water in her mouth, I kept making her laugh so she had difficulty swollowing the water. I was doing my best but it didnt last long.

Something happened to my hp. The hp screen is totally blank lar. But if i can call someone. Just that i cant reply msg. It was during the time when i dropped it in the toilet that started everything. This afternoon the screen was totally blank. BUT when i drop my hp softly, Guess what? The hp was as good as new lar. The screen started to work normally. I was like WTH lar. Mystical or not??

Saturday, April 19, 2008, 9:36 PM
Hello people, Well i went to my friend's blog and hence, SURVEY

Just some veri random questions:

1. Have you ever though that a pretty girl would like you??
Omg Never lah!!

2. What are you thinking now??
I wonder how blur i could be.

3.Current favourite song??
Fake by busted. Damn nice lahh!!

4.What will you do if a veri pretty girl approach you for your number??
That would take a miracle to happen.

5.Muscially talented??
Yeah wif my drums =)

6.Aim in life?
I just want to attrach attention, I am a attention seeker u know. Hehe

7.Are you attached??
Defitinely A big NO.

8.Top 10 Best friends(not in order):
Bing bing,Parry,Sharon,Cassendra,Hui Min(Josephine),Jing Yi,Judy,Isabelle,Hui Xin and Eunice.

9.Do you think they treat you equally??
How am i suppose to know?? Ask them lar!

10.Are u in love in anyway??
I guess i am lar.

11.Are you happy now?
Yes i am, i just asked parry to do something stupid and we laugh for a few minutes continously.

12.When was the last time you cried??
Does almost count?? It was ystd when i almost cried by Novy<3 touching words. I was veri stress up ystd.

13. Is the survey over?? YES IT IS, GOOD NIGHT. Hahas lol

I gtg now. Got to sleep due to band practice tmr. I got to wake up at 6pm tomorrow lar. Night night~

FINALLY FINISHED
Wednesday, April 16, 2008, 9:38 PM
Hahas firstly i dun think i am using the com at the right time. Hahas okay nvm. I finally done a proper chinese composition. But the sad part was i didnt do it alone. I got my primary school teacher to coach me. I do the explaining and she do the writting. Of course not she write for me, she only wrote for my words that i didnt know how to write lar. Hahas my chinese Sucks lar. Easy words doesnt ring a bell lar. But when i see the word, then it rings a bell. I also went last minute hunting for beads. I had to do a candle holder tomorrow. Thanks to my great teacher,she though of the holder to use and the coloured beads. We then went together and bought it. Well she is a veri kind hearted teacher lar. Yeah well i had a good time at school today. Especially ACE lessons. We had 2 talks. The first talk was about cyber wellness while the other one is about blogging. I am so lazy to tell you what happened lar. If u really wanna know just ask me when i online lar.

Saturday, April 12, 2008, 1:07 PM
I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted
Surrender to nothing, or give up what I
Started and stop it from end to beginning
I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool
You can tell me that there's nobody else
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
You can even tell me that you are sorry
But your love is just a lie
Nothing but a lie
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late
Now i am broken on the floor
Tears trickle down my face
Anger and sadness was all i could though of
Life wasnt wad i expected
I try to see the good in life
But good things in life are hard to find
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
I've taken all I can take
And i've waited all i can wait
And i am hanging on a tread
But u turned ur back on me
And now i am better off dead
I guess its time to move on
But its easier said than done

Friday, April 11, 2008, 11:01 PM
Hello people,My day was fine today, Despite the stupid weather this morning. I reached school around 7am. Went into my classroom as it was RAINING. After dat was my favourite part of school, Singing majulah singapura. Woot i feel the joy of singing it. The Song "ROCKS" lar. Today i was having like a veri short day at school lar. Everything seems to be going faster than before. Guess like i didnt keep track of time. Last 2 period was chinese. My class and me had to do chinese composition. Well my chinese is quiet bad lar. But i managed to use a few chinese idioms. So cool lar. Than the last 20 minutes, i was flipping through my chinese dictionary. When my teacher said Times Up, I was like ohh shit abit more time leh. Many blanks can be seen on my paper lar. i was like finding the last word lar than my teacher took away the paper lar. i was like Wth. Blame me for not learning my chinese well in primary school lar. i guess i deserved it lar.

After school was NCC. We had to run around pasir ris park lar. Run to 1 checkpoint and answer a question, then go to the next checkpoint lar. A total of 5 checkpoints we had to complete. By the time we finished, it was 4.30 pm already. So we board the bus and went back to school. I had PTM(parents teacher meeting) today lar. What a long day i had today. Then i went to a teacher in-charge of CCAs. I asked him if i could change my cca from ncc to Band. I realised dat Music is my passion. And the sense of enjoyment u get from performing, its totally priceless and the process of making a performance is just so veri fun lar. Well in the end, he asked me to consider about my choice. Cos firstly, am i willing to get no cca points for last year?? I am so Willing lar.
Secondly, will you commit urself to band. Even coming band for 4 days a week for SYF? Of Course i do. Well sunday when i go for my outside band, i will go consult my band seniors. See what is their comments they got to give. Well nothing much then, Bye.

Monday, April 7, 2008, 9:10 PM
Hello people,well i had a good but sad day today. Well it all started when i woke up and took a bath. Head to school and chat wif my friends. At class, my guy friends starting going around the class and pinching people till blue-black. Ouch!! I was also one of the victim. Haiz no chioce but to Pinch back lor. Yeah i know, I sec 2 already still pinching. Yeah i got it. Well, I had home econ lessons today. First 3 periods after singing my favourite song, Majulah Singapura. I hav been singing the song ever since i was a small boy. I woke up early in the morning when i was a small boy. And i favourite song was playing on tv. Lol. Well then when my stomach started growling, It was recess time. Well ate and drank. And it was 2 periods of english. So boring lar.
Then it was maths,After doing the required sums. I played wif my friend, which is sitting beside me, tic tac toe. LOL. I did dat cos i scared i doze off at class. Well then it was 3 periods of geography. The class was making so much noise and then it was Going Home time. My favourite periods.
Well i saw carmen at the playground upon going home. Then go home and came online.Till about 7.30, I had my dinner. my grandmother is so cute lar. My brother was talking to be on the dinning table "Ehhs javier i just now got double kill leh". After my brother said dat, My grandmother said" Cannot go barbeque". Me and my bro starting laughing for awhile. Then I Shared my problem to HuiMin. She was the one which comfort me. I wonder wad happened to the rest. I guess it was empty promises again. Well now i wondering who are the one which cared about me, Who like to giv empty promises. Well dat is all for u all to decide. Well i gtg now. Think of wad i said. Special Thanks To HuiMin <3

Saturday, April 5, 2008, 9:23 PM
Hello people, Well today i had a okay okay day lar. Starting of with my mother, put me on aeroplane lor. We suppose to go pray to my grandmother. Seems like her "Tickling leg" method didnt work this time. Woot! So then i call my mum when i woke up. And she said i meet her at sengkang. WTF so far!! In the end i went lar, Cos it a annual thingy and cos i respect my late grandmother. So went to sengkang and prayed to my grandmother and we all went to ang mo kio and hav our heavy lunch there. Then i go home wif my mum and little brother. Then i told my mum i going out and took $12 bucks from her wallet. But in the end i didnt even use a single cent. So well i went out wif 2 of my schoolmates. Slacked all around tampinese mall than go home.well i came across my friends blog. She was damn sad lar. So i said some enouranging words to her:

Life does not need to be perfect,
Life does not need to be rich,
Life does not need to be famous,
As Long as a friend is Remembered,
It is more then enough.


Dont count what you lost.
Cherish what you have,
And plan what to gain,
Because past never returns,
But future may return the lost.

Well after saying those words to her, She didnt even replied a thing. Probably she dislike me or something. Well i just wanna be in her shoes, To know what she is thinking. Well i smsed her serveral times over a few day. She either sms me 5hrs later or she wont reply. But i checked her blog and i found out that she sms a guy in the morning leh. Wah! i dunnoe the truth lar but i felt veri jealous lor.Hehe so haizz. Wad to do.... Anyway..
Judy, If you are reading this, Dun feel so sad lar. Just carry on with your life with your usual cute smile of yours. Just dun do anything silly alright? I Will be there for you forever, I swear.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008, 8:37 PM
Hello people, well i did not blog ystd cos ystd i didnt really did much and i slept at 8pm. I veri tired ar. Well my day started when my maid tickle my leg. Than i got no choice but to wake up and take a bath lor. Well i reached school at 7am and i sit at assemble area and listening to music.
8am~9: Art, a little boring, the teacher ask us to explain a drawing which i dunnoe what the hell the artist drawing lar.
9am~9.30:science, copied some note and my handwritting is ugly and my teacher smiling, LOL
9.30am~recess:where i get my well deserve breaks. LOL
10am~11.30: 3 period of english, since today is 1st april, she told us that today got ca3 but in the end she said april fools, LOL
11.30am~12.30noon: Maths. Sums after Sums. Nothing new. Boring leh
12.30noon~1.50:Assembly: Where i sing my school song unproudly.

Well class today was loads of fun. From my frens washing my fren face at the water cooler to Engish teacher making april fool joke and even my Maths malay teacher said"Walao eh" LOL got the malay ascent so funny. Well i dislike 1 guy from my class. He is a so-called flirt, and i really dislikes his character. Not only me dat hates him, but almost the whole class malay boys also. Well he borrow from me $1, After 2 months which is today, he finally returned me the $1. and i hav to ask him to return. I mean he really no sense of responsibility one leh. Money is not the problem here but is the time he took to return. And i had to ask him day by day. i was just testing to see his character. Well this is the type of person i hav in my school. What to do......

Well i hav a survey for u all to do, including my answers to it to know more about me =)

Top 10 Favourite guy and gurl friends

Gurls:
1.Judy
2.Litong
3.Cassendra
4.Huimin
5.Kellsie
6.Xin yi
7.Jing yi
8.Novy
9.Evan
10.Sharon

Guys:
1.Bing bing
2.Shalihin
3.Parry
4.Kevin
5.Marcus
6.Benson
7.Kaiyang
8.Qi Jian
9.Mao Kai
10.Nicholas

Your 10 Favourites

Favourite Music:Memory by sugarcult for now
Favourite Colour: Black!!
Favourite Cartoon: Probably Mr Bean
Favourite Movies: Probably "land of the dead" or Dawn of the dead" or Shaun of the dead"(
Favourite day of the week: Sunday where i go for my band
Favourite Book: To busy playing computer game to read
Favourite Games:Counter strike And Dota
Favourite place: Dark and quiet place to go for advanture
Favourite food; Anything dats is edible
Favourite Part of everyday: It is the time when i am sleeping.
Currently

Current mood: Excited to faster finish this post
Current Girlfriend: None
Current sound u are hearing now:My typing
Current Annoyance: My Internet

Firsts

First crush: P2 but i cant remember her name, Hahas
First cries:Of course my birthday, 28 July 1994
First True Love: I guess it didnt really happened.

Which girl do u admire the most:Guys won't answer u openly
Which type of girl would you like: Ehhs when i the right one than i tell you
Did you ever think of being a superstar:Ehhs yeah but in a band
What is the most embarrassing thing u ever done: Well dropping my phone in the bus and everyone was looking at me lor.
What do u want to be when u grow up: Probably a rockstar in a band
Have you ever loved a person for 1 year: Yes, i think

3 things that you will do when u are bored:

1.Listen to music
2.Text my friends
3.Go online

4 Thing you want your friends to do to you

1.Sms me please, i am dying to receive just 1 sms
2.Share with me your feeling, Dun bottle it up lar
3.Ask me out please, I am dying to get out of my house
4.Send me great songs, I just love songs

Biography
Name: Javier.C 谢家辉
Birthdate: 280794
Horoscope: Leo

Amis
Jordon Kevin Novy

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